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I dont care what you say [March 27th 2005 | 11:17am] I fucking love Vanessa Carlton! End of story. <3jamie 8 things fucking said.   |   Fuckin say something!

Nothing [March 27th 2005 | 10:02am] Blue collared shirts and pink hair ties A belt to match her shoes, perfect highlights Soft pink lips a softer smooth neckline I dont even think i have to mention here eyes A frightened little boy too afraid to say Hi But god damn its all I want It would be so nice Why do i get so fucking shy? Why am i too afraid to try? But I know. So I sit And imagine myself with A beautiful girl like this But Im nothing She'll gain nothing from me I used to know a boy who would always cry When he started kindergarten he was only 5 But he never saw it coming had no idea what its like To be without his mom and not have her by his side You see before he left the nest they would always lie Tell him he was special, he felt loved and he knew why But kids can be so cruel to a boy and his pride His parents couldnt know the damage done inside Of their boy So it hurts Ive been this way since birth It was just a silly slur It meant nothing Now I feel nothing for me. Well this boy grew up its no surprise He fakes his confidence but hides his eyes. He doesnt want you looking into his mind Because he knows if you could see him you'd run and hide Now he goes with the flow hes in it for the ride Like a tiny grain of sand waiting for the tide To set him on the beach where he'll reside for all time. And just like his parents his tells so many lies But they buy it So it works Stylish hair and button down shirts A perfect find with so many perks. But he sees nothing He's worth nothing to him. So Im starring at this girl and think what it'd be like To have her make me feel the way I felt before 5 Im still a little boy so scared of the outside Im a shaking little dog afraid of its own bite So I guess i'll never see her after tonight She could do so much better she need a mr. right Not a mr. worth-nothing not a mr. tired Those kids still throw their rocks and still take out my pride From back then So i drink Ill get so drunk I cant even sing Because no matter what i will always think That I am nothing Ill be nothing to her. And I try My hardest to have a goodtime To keep you believing the lie But it is nothing The truth is so much more. But we know Ill retreat to the strength of my home Ill go to sleep and Ill sleep all alone You all mean nothing And I am everything That exists. 1 thing fucking said.   |   Fuckin say something!

He's to pretty to be in V-A. [March 25th 2005 | 5:41am] [ mood | tired ] [ music | Yup still Copeland. ] Just in case you were planning to go to the show friday, yeah.. it was canceled. I dont know why but shit happens i suppose. Anyway Today was pretty cool. Worked(employee of the month, btw.), left the mall, Went home, Chilled, Went back up to the mall with my sister and john, visited, bought a jacket, ate, came home, hung out, cut my hair. The jacket is hot shit, got pictures but both sprint and myspace are being gay right now with the picture thing. So youre just gonna have to wait. You know what? Ive been cutting my own hair since 1999. Im just a cheap bastard. Actually whenever I'm sit around thinking and the thought 'my hair is too long' pops into my head, I make a dash for the spray bottle and scissors and just hack away. I figure I want the messy whatever look, and i can do that myself (on accident) so why pay for it? I could make becky (roommate) do it, but shes been doin it everyday for years. I think i'm decent, the only hard part is the back, but i get er done. People always like it. Something is wrong with me when it comes to dating. I can NOT keep interest. Theres just too many girls. Soon as I start to like one, another one comes along and the cycle repeats. Perhaps I do this on purpose? So as not to get my heart crushed for the 4th time too many. Maybe I just have a fear of commitment. Maybe I just love being single. Well its one or the other. Who needs a shrink? Were going to florida in about a month and chicago in about 3. I want to hit up cali here soon too but we'll see. I think I want to live in florida. Beaches, warm weather, and me! Perfect! Apparently we would have a place to stay/live down there if we did decide to go/move. Im down for whatever. Ok scratch that, Pictures are up! yay! <3jamie 3 things fucking said.   |   Fuckin say something!

Music Box Ballet [March 23rd 2005 | 7:03am] I can see her in my mind again, Shes so beautiful it grabs my breath and twists to force me to be completely still. But she gets locked in herself And pirouettes in her loneliness Like a music box ballerina Forever forced to entertain all of us She has pretty girls friends With prettier guy friends She has her own fan club In which, I once thought myself president But i was voted out She cast a ballot of self doubt But god damn Im in love Theres a point that we reach Where we know we can be As handsome or ugly as we want to be And all the lasik eye surgery wont help you to see That they do not love you Theyre in love with an idea That maybe we might love them It tragic That every romance we play Will end the same way Some dramatic death or some picturesque sunset But we the curtain is closed We are still both alone And we will die this way. Dont you get it? We are beautiful baby And we can stay on stage Until we show our age 2 things fucking said.   |   Fuckin say something!

The Last Day of My Life [March 23rd 2005 | 6:36am] "Dont you fucking leave you! Dont you realize that I need you?! Dont you leave me, i beseech you. Ill do anything to keep you! Dont you fall asleep tonight. We both know youll never rise. And we know that when you close your eyes Everything we know and love will die. Do you hear me?! Stay awake!! I dont know what else to say I dont want for this to be the last breath i see you take! I know that everything worth loving is everything we miss. But please god! Baby, not like this! I want to see you live When I wake tomorrow from this dream I want your eyes to kiss. (and she said) "Do you remember the time? When you said you were mine? And youd be mine til you die? Well you really made me smile And If i could somehow travel time, I would go back to that line And i know exactly what Id say when I replied; You know why Ive always hugged you for so long? Because I had hoped that when I held you, That something would go wrong, Some cosmic force withdrawn. And we would merge to find one person Like we should have been all along Cause baby, We belong And If I die tomorrow Then write it in a a poem And sing me a so long, Baby I will never not love you But I think Its time to sing that..." Then there was nothing left Just the silence after death That is so fucking loud! You wish that you were deaf. And I held on to her corpse And i prayed for that cosmic force So we'd die like we were married Not in this horrible divorce But in all of my remorse I stumbled through this chorus: "Baby I'll see you around noon I got some shit im taking care of first But i swear I'll see you soon I know this is not your wish I know you never wanted this But we both know you are gone And I cant fathom moving on I would rather spend my life in darkness If this is what i wake to when its dawn. And I know this song's cliché But this is all I have to say. I was born to be your husband Now Im a man absent his wife So im swearing to you now Today will be the last day of my life" 2 things fucking said.   |   Fuckin say something!

Go where want and I know where you'll end up. [March 23rd 2005 | 6:27am] [ mood | content ] [ music | If your my friend, youre listening to the new Copeland. ] My recent contentment with life is unsettling. I should not be this happy with anything. I dont really have reason too be all to ecstatic with anything really. Not that I have any good reason to be miserable, but I feel like perhaps i should be stressed or nervous for the things i lack both materially and internally. Even if there were a sense of urgency I was forced to push to the back to end of my thought process every time it arose would be nice. But there is nothing. Im just happy. Why? I couldnt began to tell you. If you were to follow me around spying on me, objectively of course, you would find a boy in a mans body. One that is not ready to grow up, One that doesnt do anything he knows he should do, and in that same boy you'd see that he really doesnt have much to be thrilled about. You would probably think that this boy is unmotivated and lacks ambition, you might think him lazy, frightened, and irresponsible. And your perception may be right. But you would also follow him whistling down sidewalks, smiling at strangers, and you and he might both be surprised to find him loving the days. And whether or not it made any sense to you, Trust me, it makes none whatsoever to him. <3jamie 2 things fucking said.   |   Fuckin say something!

You know whats fun? [March 22nd 2005 | 5:35am] [ mood | bored ] [ music | Copeland - No One Really Wins ] Going through old ass myspace comments. You see a lot of people you dont talk to anymore saying nice things about you. And that to me, is weird. For instance, I have a comment from a girl about a forced threesome with her unsuspecting friend. Which was a joke at the time. But that girl is now dating my ex. Haha. Which if fine i still like the both of em, its just odd. But its also weird that you see comments from people you didnt really know a year ago, but talk to all the time now. I guess the same is true of Livejournal. I just dont really like going through my old entries... Guess its not as pleasant hearing me bitch and moan about girls. So yeah thought I'd share that. What else b new? Hmmmmm nothing same old boring jamie same old boring life Oh wait the bands doin well if you havent heard us you should check us out @ This Link! We got cd's out and shirts on the way. Today is my mom's birthday. So im gonna call her and be like "Waddup mah? Happy mahfuckin B day bia!" Then promptly hang up. Man that makes me want to go to chicago again. I think we're all going back again this summer! Yay! I want a girl to take with me this time though. Joe and Ash had to much fun last time! So yeah hurry up girl! So I went to bright eyes in january. Fell in love all over again haha. No, but i did have a great time watching my favorite band. Tilly was good too. Chris Carraba (from dashboard) is getting back together with further seems forever for a day in New Jersey next month. Me, John, Nick, Fetter, Andrew Ward, Dave, and DJ are thinking about going. Tickets are 115 or something like that for a 3 day feast. But to see chris with further (the only way further was ever good) Is worth it. Ive always been pissed because they broke up before i could see them so this is my chance. Im going damn it! There a new poem on myspace I wrote tonight. If you dont have myspace then too bad... way to not be like everyone else. I figure ill not post them here anymore since i dont talk about my life on there. Hmm well that is all. <3jamie 3 things fucking said.   |   Fuckin say something!

Wow, crazy! [February 8th 2005 | 10:49pm] [ mood | sick ] I had almost abandoned this thing. Glad I didnt. Anyway Just to bitch and moan, Im sick. If you remember last valentines day (scroll down a few entries) I had a 'god damned everything infection.' This is that bad, but still weak, headache, dizzy. Waaaaaa. I think cupid hates me! Waaaaaaaaaa.... Waaaaaaaaaa. So gimme some love. Bring me some soup! Bring me some OJ or Apple Juice (or both). Bring me medication. Maybe a nice movie? How bout a card? Ya know, anything will do. Maybe a magazine? A little kitten would cheer me up? How bout some warm clothes haha.... I think I beat this joke to death. <3jamie 4 things fucking said.   |   Fuckin say something!

Heeeellllllllloooooooooo? [February 7th 2005 | 2:42pm] Does anyone still read this?!?! Is anyone out there? Hello? <3jamie 7 things fucking said.   |   Fuckin say something!

Liars Cheat Sheet [October 10th 2004 | 2:35pm] There's reason to be where i am. I dont want to break just to watch my wheels spin. I know i could stop and just take it all in. But ill fight it even though i cant win. She told me, "Its all for the best. Life's a big risk, and you know love is a test, and if its meant to be then we'll be there i guess." We lit a fire and we threw our love in. Sarah's watching the world from her seat. Staring at yellow lines that we pass in the street. So I check both my mirrors and I turn up the heat. Baby please talk so this silence can end. So i save my soul slowly at bars. Drunk november nights, breath glowing by stars, And i'm lonely, then im angry, then im mending my scars. Is it a door if it lets know one in? "You'll grown up, you'll move on." (You get numb) "I'm concerned for your health." (Jamie lay off the rum) "You're handsome, sweet, smart." (Wow, you must think im dumb) "Dont give up." (I already gave in) So I try my best to stay asleep. I like my life better, when its played out in dreams I no longer have nightmares, my lifes one it seems Dont call me, i just want to sleep in. Nothing gets better, at best. Your new life can begin, only after your death if i could just have the courage to put a gun to my head Youd see a safe, happier man here instead. You'd see a loving, more calm man instead You'd see air where you saw me instead But you'd know that it got better, at best. 2 things fucking said.   |   Fuckin say something!

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how often do you get drama from me?! [July 18th 2004 | 6:47am] so some shit went down tonight at becky's house warming party. and i dont know if anyone believes me but i swear on my, my sisters, and my mothers life that what I'm about to say is the truth. I went over there, hung out with my sister and joe and of course daniel, dan, daygo, jarrod, becky, goens, regina, and everyone else. I got there and to my surprise... Jamie Slag*** (a girl, i wont give her whole name as to not get in trouble and to not piss anyone else off)(so we'll call her slay) was there. the very first thing i heard was my sister and regina talkin crap about her. She's not the virginest of girls. I mean I'm not proud of it, but me, my friend matt, and my other friend matt have had sex with her... not to mention her ex by rick and dusty (who she claimed raped her but never took it any farther than that) well my sis doesnt like her.... in fact never has but they ended up having a heart to heart to appease slay and my sis hated it. blah blah blah. I decided i would be nice to her too. although during the whole heart to heart my sis's bf and I were hoping ash would lay her out. didnt happen... we all went home. but the house was a minute from my house so i stopped back by. of course Jarrod... one of my close friend on almost 2 years and band mate was sleeping with slay (who was in her underwear) he is also my friend becky's bf that ive known equally as long. I slapped her ass but she was too into jarrod to care. so did jarrod and who ever. I decided to go hang out and have fun with becky since jarrod and 'slay' were tired. we did and next thing i know jarrod storms out and 'slay' comes running down (in her panties) to tell me that i tried to molest her (fuckin bullshit... no one who has known her as long as me, my sis, joe, her ex bf rick... even fetter... would believe that shit) Im sure that becky didnt either but jarrod was out in the rain. so i figured I'd go talk to him... on my way out slay attacked me. and (in self defense) i pushed her... now i didnt want to hurt her so i ducked her into the grass twice. well all the sudden my 'friend' jarrod comes running to her defense and tries to fight me. i was shocked to say the least... that my friend or anyone could take her side over me, when he is fully aware of all the fucked up lies shes told to get her way. my sis even called her out on that shit tonight. finallly. anyway jarrod wants to all the sudden fight me, for no reason at all. hes never wanted to fight me over his 'fiance' (becky) before but some randon whore is obviously more important to him than his future wife i guess and his good friend (me). becky, who had a good reason to be mad at jarrod and 'slay' was cool with me, and so was her roomate, and my friend walter. I'll admit i pushed her into soft wet grass to get her off me twice and i had to but after that jarrod got 'hard' and said stop "hitting" her (which I NEVER DID) so the next 20 slaps/blows that came from slay either connected (because i didnt wanna piss jarrod off) or i ducked/backed away from them. but jarrod being the hot tempered guy that he is... threatened me enough that i thought it would be best for me to leave. appearantly he really likes slay. well im sure slay is over there claiming rape... like shes done in the past... which is bullshit and anyone who isnt fuckin retarded knows it. basically shes trying to convince everyone that I'm the bad guy.... and that she's innocent for sleeping in her underwear in the same bed with someone's fiance when she supposedly has a bf. whatever i think this time she'll lose at least with my sis(ashley) and her bf(joe) matt goens, and his gf regina and hopefully becky will see through this shit. I think daniel will also realize that some dumb hoe doesnt come before blood and history. I hope so anyway. I just feel sorry for becky... she should have more honesty. anyway i dont know where anyone stands tonight... ive made 109908340983409585 phone calls but no response but then again it is 6 am. anyway i guess i'll find out tomorrow. its amazing how "friends" will betray you for a chance to get laid. Kill me if i ever do that to my friends. Disclaimer so that this entry cant be pulled from LJ: the names in this story are purely fictional... they have been changed so that the guily cant be blamed... and the guiltier whores cant come back and fuck with me. any resembleance the names may have with actual real people and/or stories is purely coincidence....

You never seem to be where it is that you go [July 17th 2004 | 7:46pm] Accelerate to blur the country road Fields wave you on your way with every blow And just drive by wondering why You never seem to be where it is that you go No matter where you live You always seem to be miles from home So drive away and find a sense of worth Drive until you cover up the hurt But dont go far, you are who you are You never seem to be where it is that you go No matter where you run You always seem to feel like youre running alone You remember when your youth would conquer fear But it battled to its death to get you here And all of the pain, was only in vain You never seem to be where it is that you go No matter what you know You always seem to feel like youre just getting old Walking to the sound at 5 am. You sit and contimplate a swim Theres no more fear, you just disappear No one seems to know where it is that you went But no matter how they try The art was not in the life, just what it meant <3jamie 3 things fucking said.   |   Fuckin say something!

It doesnt even feel like I went [July 16th 2004 | 3:19pm] One week ago today, My Sister, Joe, and I had been in chicago (and it's surrounding area) for a week. The drive up there was uncertain due to the fact that we wanted to surprise the people we were going to visit. So, 18 hours after midnight we arrived in Crete, IL where my Mom lives. It was about 6 pm but because we were no longer on eastern standard time we actually gained an hour. First thing we did was surprise the shit out of my mother and grandmother. That night we all got drunk and fell in love with being no where else but there. Looking back, we did so much and time really does fly when youre having fun. The next day we went to chicago by ourselves and figured out the area. I wont get into everything we did. But we knew our way around 4 cities by the end of the trip. We filmed just about everything we did as well; from the sunset in the mountains of W.VA to drunken Ace of Base sing alongs with our cousins but sitting down thinking about it. It seems like a dream. It just went too quick. We were supposed to come back saturday but ended up getting talked into another day. It was hard enough not to get talked into living there. Now, i kind of wish I had. Oh well, woulda, shoulda, coulda. As for now. Now I'm in the market for another job, a place to live, and I wanna go back to school this fall... and to think i would have this all for free up north... <3dumbass 4 things fucking said.   |   Fuckin say something!

And there off! [June 30th 2004 | 3:31pm] [ mood | excited ] [ music | New Cure CD ] Yup so i'm leaving for chicago! YAY!!!! <3jamie 8 things fucking said.   |   Fuckin say something!

Man... I'm cool! [June 28th 2004 | 10:45am] Yeah so, guess what?! I'm going to chicago. woo hoo! Yeah its been a while since me and my sister have visited up thur. We have a grandma and some uncles round about those parts but now that my mom lives up there, we figure we'll go visit more... and by 'more' i mean maybe once a year. Anyway we ship out the first and hopefully we'll drive straight there. Its about 13 hours... yay..... So yeah, Ashley, Joe and myself should be up there for the 4th of july and up to the 10th. Should be fun. Man its pouring today. Theres something erie about it too. Normally i love dark gloomy days, but this one, not so much. Knowing my luck the powers gonna go out right before i finish this entry, erasing everytihng ive typed, thus discouraging me from updating for a while. Actually, my luck is generally pretty good its just a figure of speech. Anyway you guys rule with all your comments on that last entry. I total didnt think anyone would comment, or if anyone did it would be close to "jamie quit your bitching," "no one cares," or maybe the anonymous, "shut the fuck up, youre gay." But no. I especially liked mike's comment, megan's, and leslies. But all were great! If i didnt have dial up right now, id be all over you guy's lj's with sly, witty remarks. Man, the first cant get here soon enough. <3jamie 4 things fucking said.   |   Fuckin say something!

Rant [June 25th 2004 | 2:10pm] I'm sick of dating. Yup. seems like every girl i meet is only interesting for about 2 dates. Now, maybe its me (though i doubt it) but I havent met a girl within the last 6 months that doesnt talk about Shopping at least 40% of the time. No, i dont care if you got if half off, i dont care if it looks good on. And most of em are inconsiderate, money hungry, and prudes. Another thing that annoys me is when girls seem to think that all they have in common with me is music. Which may or may not be the case, but theyre never gonna know, because they wont talk to me about anything else. Yes, i love music but i do think theres more to life than that. Ok, well, i know i sound bitter, and perhaps i am. But shits just getting old. I would very much like to just find someone that is cool to be around. I dont even need a girlfriend, just a bestfriend. Is that so much to ask for? Apparently. Im restless. I need to go do something. maybe ill go to the mall. yea, why not. later <3jamie 14 things fucking said.   |   Fuckin say something!

=) [June 1st 2004 | 4:20am] [ music | Usher - Burn ] ive had the best time in a long time tonight! Man, thank you erin, ashley, and joe and oh yea, and you know ive got pictures.. yeah i was wasted... erin showed up!!! erin started drinking and so did my sister haha which is rare. ashley (my sister) got drunk, and this is what happened. not cool and it spread like a wild fire. yup, wild fire. if only i had the tape of them all dancing around naked on here for ya! but trust it was hot! what a good god damned night, even without the naked lesbian action! jk <3jamie 4 things fucking said.   |   Fuckin say something!

A horse is a horse, of course... of course! And no one can talk to a horse of course, unless of course, that talking horse is the famous Mr. Ed! [May 31st 2004 | 2:51am] [ music | Copeland - When Paula Sparks ] Yay! So its 2 am. and Ive been pretty much by myself all day. There's a south park movie on right now. I usually dont watch south park but im fairly bored. It is kinda funny though. Theyre attacking canada. Neat. So guess what, Ive decided i need a companion. Hahaha man i'm gay! And i know what youre thinking; "gee jamie, dont you decide that in every LJ posting?" Well, yeah i suppose so, but being alone all day, on such a crappy day, really makes you want someone just to lay around with. Someone to couch bum with. Man, watch some movies, make some food, and just chill. That would be ideal. So yeah but you know what they say, it only comes when youre not looking for it. So im gonna stumble blindly around for the next few months. I did go to the boulevard today and it was awesome because the owner (Steve) gave me a shirt hahaha... yay! Also i got to be a web dork for a change! Got to talk to some people i havent talked to in a while on aim. Put some new pics on myspace. Man im productive! My parents are out of town too. Which made the last couple of nights fun over here, but i guess with it being sunday and all... 'whatev.' Man i wanna go swimming! The other night we broke into the pool here at like 2 am which is about what time it is and also the best time to go swimming! Maybe i'll see if anyone wants to do that! I hope so cause im fuckin bored! Untitled Say something, dont just hold me down with silence I can bounce back with what you throw at me But not if you dont throw it Turn right here, but I know youve plotted your track now You dont really want me to go home But our pride wont let us back down I'll spend the night, rolling and pulling at covers And i'll be staring at hungry pillows That are starving for their lovers So dont drive off, cave in for the sake of me dying In my bed with the sweat soaken matress Face wet from dreaming and crying Keep your eyes on the road baby, Ignore the limits and yeild signs were used to You dont even know where we are right now do you? If we're lost, maybe then i wont lose you. Welp thats it for me tonight! Me trying to be creative drains me :) <3jamie 2 things fucking said.   |   Fuckin say something!

Yeah yeah [April 23rd 2004 | 9:39pm] [ mood | complacent ] [ music | Phil Collins - Against All Odds ] I suppose i should update... Lets see, I went out today and dropped $300 in the mall today... yeah i know. What was i thinking. actually i needed new clothes so i'm happy. Work is kickin my butt... Oh yeah i'm now at MCI! Woooo hoooo! its actually pretty fun. Pays awesome. But it sucks for you =P Hmmm I'm tired as shit but i will live. sad thing is, its friday night, and i have like $500 to blow, I should be out and about. but im not. I need an 'out on the town' buddy. must be; female, over 21, attractive, and breathing (or best offer) hmmm i dont really know what else to say, my life is getting more and more boring. ok well i hope your excited. <3jamie 13 things fucking said.   |   Fuckin say something!

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